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Brain Dump
There's so much more to me than just being a quiet soul. I started school — I like the food course. I remember Grandma called me. Maybe I...
Sep 81 min read
Winds—A Means To An End
Winds. The winds, they carry me. They remind me that I'm a real person. That I exist. I feel the winds within my bones. On my skin. They...
Sep 41 min read


Check In or Check Out
Hey. I did go to the Kehlani show. It was a vibe. I loved the Cabana venue. I loved seeing the views of the CN Tower and the water. My...
Aug 182 min read


The Weight of the Unseen
At night is when it all hits me the most. All the times I've felt invisible. All the times I've been rejected. All the times my feelings...
Jul 231 min read


Becoming Her: Michaela as the Healed, Confident, and Radiant Woman𔓘𓂉💗🎨🪷🧘🏽♀️🧿🌿𖦹🪴💧✿ ʚїɞ ☼🌻🌄
I take Pilates classes regularly. I do At-Home Pilates YouTube videos regularly. I do the Stair Master and Treadmill at the gym. I go for...
Jun 301 min read


Caught Between Creation and Doubt | MRM
I have this burning desire inside of me to live this creative and fulfilling life. I just feel trapped. I feel caught between the hope...
Jun 232 min read


My Own Soft Love
Just got back from Nova Scotia. It turned out to be a fun trip that just had a bit of a rocky start. But it was beautiful and relaxing. I...
Jun 121 min read
Leaving for Nova Scotia
It's 4:13 AM and we're leaving for Nova Scotia. I hope that I will be a fun and easy going trip. I hope that I get to see some beautiful...
May 311 min read


Just Thinking
I'm really tired of chasing after people. It's so draining. I just want to pour into me. All the terrible men that I've met this year,...
May 242 min read


The Strength in Softness🐇𖹭
❁ 2025-05-24 ❁ A flower doesn't need perfect petals to be beautiful. The moon is soft even when it's only half visible. You are not...
May 241 min read


A Not-So Monday Like Tuesday: Today Has Already Been A Day
❁2025-05-20❁ Things just started to unravel again on Sunday. My teeth again. Then this morning I had a breakdown. Daddy came into my room...
May 201 min read
The Michaela Files: Midweek & Weekend Edition
I chose this picture because it reminded me of those blue flowers that I tried to take a picture of but it didn't come out good. ❁...
May 174 min read


Some Kind of Light
I'm tired of the ache but I still carry it, fold it into the corners of my day, like I'm not sure who I am without it. Some mornings I...
May 131 min read


Rambles
❁ 2025-05-13 ❁ I see why people turn to drinking or drugs to numb their pain. It's a lot to deal with. Humans have so much to go through...
May 133 min read
Afrobeat Fever: My Epic Night at Rema's Concert
❁ 2025-05-13 ❁ I went to the Rema concert at Scotiabank Arena on Sunday. It was a nice, fun, and refreshing vibe. I was dancing the night...
May 131 min read


Michaela, Still Soft After the Storm: A Goodbye to the Pain, Not the Person
❁ 2025-05-10 ❁ Dear Pain, I'm not writing this letter to pretend that you didn't exist. I'm writing it because I've carried you long...
May 101 min read


Just Thinking
❁ 2025-05-10 ❁ 💐🎨ʚïɞ I keep thinking that I have to fix everything. I just want out of this mess. I want to reach to a better place....
May 103 min read


The Clumsy Heart and the Careful Man: Michaela's Bridget-Darcy Rewrite
I can't believe this is a movie that I can relate to. I can't believe this is my story right now. It's like there is love stories for...
May 95 min read
I'm Feeling So Much Loss
I got up this morning and said I have to reply to my therapist. I opened my email and she told me she closed my file because it's been...
May 72 min read


Michaela Ruth's Muse Reclaimed: I AM THE MUSE AND THE MAKER
❁ 2025-05-06 ❁ The quote " I AM NOT A MUSE ", it caught my eye in a breathtaking way. It made me instantly question what the quote meant....
May 63 min read




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